aimee

aimeek @ 2005-09-21T13:44:00

2005-09-21T20:44:57Z

i'm still alive...

barely

pot fumes are no good, epecially in ventilation systems

2005-08-26T05:22:27Z

i think someone was smoking pot in the building i am going to live in while at school and the fumes got into the ventilation system and caused the people in charge or room assignments to not be able to differentiate between the name laura and lauren.

this is why i think that:
my roommate Laura called me this morning because we were going to meet. this afternoon, i get a call from the hall director telling me my roommate decided not to go to UP and that i had been reassigned to a room on the 7th floor. i told her that i had talked to her this morning and she is in portland right now. so i was told to make sure she got a hold of the school asap. so i tried to get ahold of Laura and she wasn't picking up her phone so i texted her telling her to call me asap because it was very important. she called me and i told her what was going on and she was just as confused as i was because she was there today and got her id card and picked up her books and she even went to our room and saw our names on the door. so i gave her the number to call.

i then checked my email and saw an email from someone from the school. so i read it and it told me that my roommate lauren decided not to attend. well i emailed them back and said that my roommate' s name is laura, not lauren. and that i just talked to her and she got her id and other stuff.

laura then called me back and she said she talked to 3 people and they all said that they mixed up this lauren person with her. and laura is confused because apparently they don't even know lauren's last name. So how they thought it was her-we don't know.

the hall director then called me back and told me that they did indeed confuse laura with lauren and everything was put back to where it was before the mix up, so i will be on the 4th floor with laura.

that's why i think pot fumes got in the ventilation system of mehling hall. :nod

oh and this was all today. the day before move in day.

aimeek @ 2005-08-24T22:15:00

2005-08-25T05:26:06Z

i move in to more dorm room in 2 days *freaks out*

i was so wrapped up in getting stuff for my room i totally forgot about school supplies. and i have to get it tomorrow since i move in on friday at 9am and school starts monday and i might not have time this weekend. but my roommate wants to meet up tomorrow. except right now i have no idea how i am going to do that since my cousin has to sleep and my aunts will be gone and my dad will be at work and i don't have a car. hopefully it will work out

my mom thinks she is going to bring my ex-stepdad to help move in. i don't want him to be there yet she refuses to listen to me. it is my move in day and i don't want him there. my brother is going and so is she and i think that is plenty of help. and just because my dad can't go doesn't mean she has to being him. i don't like him that much and i don't want move in day to be ruined because my mom fails to see my side of it. it that so irrational? she doesn't care about anyone's feelings but her own.

aimeek @ 2005-08-20T20:33:00

2005-08-21T03:49:00Z

i start school in days. i move in in 6. i still need to get school supplies and some bedding.

i'm getting really nervous. i went over to the school the other day and had a mini panic attack when i was approaching it. i'll hopefully meet my roommate before move-in day. i really hope we get along. from our conversations on msn messenger and through emails and our one phone conversation, she seems like a really good, fun person.

all my friends have week long orientations. i only get a weekend. my one friend is complaining about how she has to be on campus for a week before school starts. i think it would be better to be there a week. it gives time to meet people. although we have home base groups that we have to meet with 5 times during the weekend. and i've been told that the people in it will be in most of my classes. so at least i will know some people in most of my classes.

figuring out the work study is really frustrating me. half of the email addresses don't work, and i don't want to call. but i want/need a job so i don't know. i really hope they don't lower the amount of money i get because of a scholarship i am hopefully going to get. they said they were going to send it at the beginning of august but it isn't there yet. i probably should have gone over to the lady's house and thanked her... or written a thank you card. hopefully it's not too late for the thank you card. i think she might have died though...

i always write too much and it's always boring so i'm going to stop now.

aimeek @ 2005-08-08T12:30:00

2005-08-08T19:44:34Z

yesterday was the last time i would ever swim in a swim meet. ever. (considering i don't do swimming in college..and i don't so...) And right now i really don't care all that much that it was. I am wondering what i will be doing next summer because for the last three i've been swimming...i suppose right now i will be sleeping in. Because for the past three summers i've had to get up at 7am. It's not like it was a big part of my life though. maybe that is why i'm not really saddened by the fact it's over... i've only been swimming three years.. three for the high school team and three summers club swimming. One of the girls on the summer team was more sad than i was yesterday.

on a happier note i finally got first place in something! yay! the 200 butterfly! although i have to say that i was the only one in my age group that swam it so all i had to do was not get disqualified...and i didn't! only three people were crazy enough to swim it.. and even though i came in last ( the other people were crazy fast! and have been swimming all their lives so...) i still got first hehe. but i don't care! i finished and got first for my age group.

awwwww i leave friday and there is still so much i need to do. i'm am sooo lazy. i still need to write thank your cards for graduation :/ that was 2 months ago. and i need to clean my room... and pack...and for some reason this week i am going to be the busiest i have been all summer. My friend's 18th birthday is tomorrow, then i'm going to dinner with my old neighbors on wednesday, on thursday i am aiding my then 18 year old friend in her rebellion against her parents and am going to go with her to get her ears pierced again. it's going to be my birthday present for her. haha.

this is way long now so i think i'm going to stop and clean my room before it gets to hot in here.

12 and 29 days hafgslgbsldgbv

2005-08-01T17:55:37Z

in 12 days i leave for my dads house and since he lives like 20 minutes away from the school i'm moving up there for the 2 weeks before i move into the dorms. eeeeeeeeeeeek. yeah it came faster than i wanted. there is still so much i need to do here yet i don't know if i can finish it all in 11 days. I need to clean and rearrange my room, do something with all of my friends, pack and several other things i'm sure. I'm leaving before most of my friends. The state schools start a month later than the private ones. August 29th is my first day of classes. I got my room and roommate assignment 2 weeks ago. she seems pretty cool and i think and hope we get along. We were stuck in the all girls residence hall, something we both arn't happy about. it's 8 floors of girls and it's just not cool. I wanted to be in a coed hall. maybe next year if the school isn't stupid. they decided to do everything online and they never got my housing application so i had to do it again and it was already past the deadline. I hate how i filled it out like 2 months ahead of time so i could get what i want but they don't get it and decide to tell me 2 weeks after the deadline. oh well though. at least they didn't lose my contract, and at least it was just my housing application and not my financial aid application. a lot of them were lost too, including my sister's. whether or not that is why she got less aid then i did, they still need to fix the problems or go back to paper. 26 days till i move in.. i'm getting scared.

aimeek @ 2005-07-26T10:35:00

2005-07-26T17:48:14Z

so i might of gotten carried away yesterday. I was extremely tired and my friend was complaining about her friend. Apparently when she and her other friends went camping, two of them got into a fight about cow milk... see this one girl who is a "vegan" was saying how bad cow milk is... of course i would actually care about what she was saying if 1) she didn't smoke and 2) she actually got her information from more sources, instead of just peta. I have nothing against vegans or vegetarians. i just can't stand when vegans and vegetarians say they are because meat and other animal products cause cancer, and then smoke and drink. It makes no sense to me. ( i had gotten into the same argument with this girl months ago at school) so the carried away part has to do with myspace. last week i was extremely bored so i made a profile for my friend's dog, and this girl just happened to add the dog as her friend so i can post comments on her thing. Only three of us know the password for the account. me, my friend and my friend's sister. so what i did? i found a list of 599 ingredients of cigarettes... and i left them in 10 comments. and then i listed the ingredients of milk... and made a very over the top comment involving industrial solvent.. and now i feel kind of bad about it. because my friend my get most of the crap from the girl.

i promise i have nothing against vegans or smokers for that matter. While smoking is something i will never do, i respect those who decide to. i just find it hard to tolerate vegans who say they don't eat animal products because it causes cancer and then proceede to smoke...

oh yeah i forgot to add... i am 5

haha

wow i suck

2005-07-12T21:57:04Z

i got my ap test scores today. i feel kind of bad now since yeah i suck. I got a 3 on the stats one and the chemistry one i am not even going to mention because i am going to try and forget it. aww too bad the teachers have to see how horrible i did on the chemistry one! i knew i was going to do bad i don't know why i even bothered to take it. this sucks. i can't get any college credit for the stats one so i am going to have to take stats again. wow i feel really dumb right now... i should have studied more and not just the week before haha. oh but i feel really bad now because my chemistry teacher is going to see what i got and yeah. but it's all over and done with so i might as well forget about it. and remember next time before i put myself through something like an AP chem test, that the teacher really has no idea how well someone will do(she said i would pass it!)

might as well

2005-07-09T09:32:37Z

since no one reads this, i might as treat is as i would an actual journal that i only read.

i'm really sick and tired of how shy i am. really. it's come to the point where it's unbearable and causing me to miss out on a lot of things. Why can't i just talk to people? it's not like the sky will open up and swallow me if i talk to someone. instead of sitting there and being jealous of people's wonderful friendships, i should go over and say hi or something. anything.

but then what if they don't like me? they havn't made any effort to talk to me or get to know me. should i take that as a hint? they really don't care and don't want me to say anything to them for fear of being seen talking to THAT girl?

apparently i am not that bad though, just "too damn shy" as my friend says..but is she just saying that because she is my friend? or is it really true? i don't think i will ever know.

i wish i had a big group of friends like it seems everyone has.. more than two people i can talk to for hours and never run out of things to say.

i hate that. maybe i would talk to people if i could think of something to say after "hi". but they probably don't want me to say anything so why put in the effort if they don't care?

i hate being a twin. it's not fair that i got no say in my individuality being taken away from me. while we are totally different people, others think that everything is skin deep so apparently we are not different at all. and i hate that. i also hate that i don't look like me.. i look like her. and she looks like me.

except she is much more outgoing than i am.

in 51 days i am going to start college at a school that i have no idea how i got into. i fear that i am going to be a loner because i am too shy, and too paranoid. i should just get over it.

but it's too hard.

Tomorrow!

2005-06-10T04:38:40Z

i'm really excited right now... i am graduating from high school tomorrow! yay! this whole week has been kind of interesting, with all the activities. yesterday was our boat trip. it was fun. but i got sunburned, and really really wet! at least it wasn't raining... it rained later during the bbq. But we were in the PAC watching a dvd of pictures that was put together by project graduation. it' so cool. the local buisness's and people donated so much this year. Somewhere around $40000. the all night party is going to be soo cool. and it's the first year everyone gets a dvd. this city rocks! only since it's soooo supportive of the high school. otherwise it just sucks. there are waaaaay to many senior citizens.. but i am so out of here in a few months! yay!

4 more days

2005-05-26T03:25:53Z

i have 4 more days of school! tomorrow is senior skip day, friday is a budget cut day and monday is memorial day. i've been waiting for this weekend for such a long time. but i have to get together with my group in gov't and econ on friday since our project is due tuesday and then there is a whole bunch of other things that i have to do. but i only have 4 days left of having to go to school. and in most of my classes it's just presentations. english, stats, and gov't/econ then in chem we are just doing a lab and in anatomy i don't know what we are doing. but it's exciting! 4 days.

aimeek @ 2005-05-18T22:41:00

2005-05-19T05:49:39Z

i've started 2 out of three entries with so. i think i need to stop that. but no one is probably reading this anyways, so i suppose it is ok. i don't really like to capitalize. really only do it randomly when i am talking on messenger or typing anything but a paper for school. blah my english teachers are crazy! ha they want us to write a position paper on war, and then read it to the class. I don't mind the writing part. it's the reading it to the class part that i really do not want to do. i think they want those of us who can't write god to be made fun of by those who think they are the best in the world. like this girl in my stats class. She thinks she is better than everyone else. Yesterday we had a scholarship night when all the seniors who applied for local scholarships got presented with what they had won. So to make conversation in class today i asked her how much she got and then she asked me in a kind of pissed of tone. I don't think she can stand the fact that someone like me got more than her. oh well.

9 more days left of high school!

sigh

2005-05-17T06:20:12Z

so, i only have 11 days of school left. 4 more this weeks, 3 next week and then 4 my last week of school. It's comming so fast. I'm not really sure i am totally ready to leave behind high school. It's also becoming increasingly hard to stay focused. Although usually this time of year it's because of the weather, but the weather has been pretty crappy lately. It has rained almost everyday for 3 weeks. And on the days it didn't rain, it's been really warm. hmm well that is really all for now. i need to study for my chem test that i have tomorrow.

aimeek @ 2005-05-11T23:21:00

2005-05-12T06:28:13Z

sigh. i gave blood today and the whole ordeal was disastrous. the needle went to far in my vein, and i could not move my fingers and pain went all the way to my chest. then when i was almost done i almost passed out and almost threw up and got dizzy and light headed. i think it will be a long while until i donate blood again. If i ever do. now i have a small fever, my arm still hurts and i feel sick to my stomach. i just want to sleep, but i have to do my homework. :(

hmmm

2005-05-10T23:15:43Z

So i have had this thing for maybe 6 months yet i haven't written anything. I'm kind of lazy in that sense i suppose. chances are i still won't write a lot but that's ok i suppose.

so i took the AP Chemistry Exam today. It was the hardest thing ever! the Stats exam was a breeze compared to this one! it was 3 very long hours, and i skipped like half the mutiple choice and i know i got some wrong that i answered. ha i am going to end up with a negative score! ha! oh well.